And there was silence
Now it's been two months since I last updated. Because I write in my new, private blog. Much has happened these two months.
Menschen suchen Menschen
28 august 2011
Reason for not updating: I've got a new, private blog. This one (ztiluaklibb.blogg.se) will still be up though. Only people I know in person will have access to my private blog where I write in Swedish. I will update this blog when I've made a new video or have a big announcement or so.
Reason for not updating: I've got a new, private blog. This one (ztiluaklibb.blogg.se) will still be up though. Only people I know in person will have access to my private blog where I write in Swedish. I will update this blog when I've made a new video or have a big announcement or so.
Tell the rain I'm out
19 august 2011
And suddenly everything went so fast... and I'm here without you. I've just realised some stuff. And I'm torn. I try to make it work, I will make it work. Cause' in this world I'm in there are no second chances to live a half life, one got to make it from the start. Want you beside me to keep me strong. I'm strong but with you I'm even stronger. I must find you now.
- ZtiluakLibb
Jinx
18 august 2011
I've finally finished my schedule and I think it'll work now. I've sent an email to get a straight answer for something so I can schedule that too, but my violin/piano lessons and orchestra rehersals are in my calender. Can't wait til everything is in my calender, then this fall can really start! Okay now I got to pack my bag for tomorrow, clean it up here with all the papers and then I'm going to practise a little bit on my instruments.
I've finally finished my schedule and I think it'll work now. I've sent an email to get a straight answer for something so I can schedule that too, but my violin/piano lessons and orchestra rehersals are in my calender. Can't wait til everything is in my calender, then this fall can really start! Okay now I got to pack my bag for tomorrow, clean it up here with all the papers and then I'm going to practise a little bit on my instruments.
Pearl
17 august 2011
Oh Bon Iver, you make me cry. Your music is so beautiful, it's so my style and it's like a dream listening to it.
Oh Bon Iver, you make me cry. Your music is so beautiful, it's so my style and it's like a dream listening to it.
Take a look at yourself and make a change
16 august 2011
Just got to know that a very young girl I know about has eating disorders. It makes me so sad that girls who are still kids are unhappy about their own bodies. It makes me cry. It's something very disturbed and wrong about our community. And girls are the victims of this sick behaviour. No one criticizes the weight or "beauty" of a man, especially not in celebrity magazines. It's always about what the females look like. No one gives a shit if they're smart, are lovely mothers or determined businesswomen. They're only objects and to be succesfull they must look good and fulfill a sick ideal. No one gives a shit about what they've done for the world. It's so wrong. No one ever tells a boy to eat less or to skip a certain food. They can eat how much they want, whatever they want and whenever they want. And I know that if I wouldn't be such a strong person as I am, if I would listen to other people and stop being smart I would also have eating disorders. I would have that although I've never been over weight and though I've always worked out.
I'm starting with the man in the mirror
I'm asking him to make a change
Take a look at yourself and make a change
- Man in the mirror, Michael Jackson
Is this healthy ideal? And why must ideal exist? Why can't everybody look differently?
Just got to know that a very young girl I know about has eating disorders. It makes me so sad that girls who are still kids are unhappy about their own bodies. It makes me cry. It's something very disturbed and wrong about our community. And girls are the victims of this sick behaviour. No one criticizes the weight or "beauty" of a man, especially not in celebrity magazines. It's always about what the females look like. No one gives a shit if they're smart, are lovely mothers or determined businesswomen. They're only objects and to be succesfull they must look good and fulfill a sick ideal. No one gives a shit about what they've done for the world. It's so wrong. No one ever tells a boy to eat less or to skip a certain food. They can eat how much they want, whatever they want and whenever they want. And I know that if I wouldn't be such a strong person as I am, if I would listen to other people and stop being smart I would also have eating disorders. I would have that although I've never been over weight and though I've always worked out.
I'm starting with the man in the mirror
I'm asking him to make a change
Take a look at yourself and make a change
- Man in the mirror, Michael Jackson
Is this healthy ideal? And why must ideal exist? Why can't everybody look differently?
Daddy cool
16 august 2011
I've always been sure at what I want to become and what I stand for. Always. But today, just by reading a certain person's facebook-status it all became so clear. He's achieved something incredible, I always knew he would but this just confirmed it. It confirmed that there are some people who... are on other levels than others. Can you say that in Sweden? I'm saying it anyway.
I've always been sure at what I want to become and what I stand for. Always. But today, just by reading a certain person's facebook-status it all became so clear. He's achieved something incredible, I always knew he would but this just confirmed it. It confirmed that there are some people who... are on other levels than others. Can you say that in Sweden? I'm saying it anyway.
And everything was well
15 august 2011
That feeling you get when you manage to play a hard part in the Adagio concert by Mozart after hours of practise. Haha, a wonderful feeling. Oh I better not be cocky now.
That feeling you get when you manage to play a hard part in the Adagio concert by Mozart after hours of practise. Haha, a wonderful feeling. Oh I better not be cocky now.
Yoko Ono/Reign of Love
15 august 2011
Haha, so smart. We need this in our world.
Translated to English from Swedish by Google. Source of the article: http://www.dn.se/nyheter/varlden/nynazister
"The T-shirt pressure before washing. And after.
250 participants at the far-right rock festival took happily answer was their free t-shirt. Only when it came out of the washing machine, it was clear that the victims of a clever PR stunt.
Exit Deutschland is committed to helping people in Germany to leave the right-wing movements. Last weekend I used the organization of a somewhat unusual approach in their work, attention to magazine Expo.
On the right-wing rock festival Rock für Deutschland, with more than 600 neo-Nazis in place, shared Exit Deutschland out 250 t-shirts to the audience.
On them was a skull printed with the text "Hardcore Rebel". But when the expectant tröjägarna came home and washed her new clothes they got a surprise.
Out of the washing machine was a t-shirt with new pressures. The new text:
"What your t-shirt can, you can too - we will help you, freeing you from the extreme right"
Haha, so smart. We need this in our world.
Translated to English from Swedish by Google. Source of the article: http://www.dn.se/nyheter/varlden/nynazister
"The T-shirt pressure before washing. And after.
250 participants at the far-right rock festival took happily answer was their free t-shirt. Only when it came out of the washing machine, it was clear that the victims of a clever PR stunt.
Exit Deutschland is committed to helping people in Germany to leave the right-wing movements. Last weekend I used the organization of a somewhat unusual approach in their work, attention to magazine Expo.
On the right-wing rock festival Rock für Deutschland, with more than 600 neo-Nazis in place, shared Exit Deutschland out 250 t-shirts to the audience.
On them was a skull printed with the text "Hardcore Rebel". But when the expectant tröjägarna came home and washed her new clothes they got a surprise.
Out of the washing machine was a t-shirt with new pressures. The new text:
"What your t-shirt can, you can too - we will help you, freeing you from the extreme right"
I'm saying what the hell/I'm standing outside
14 august 2011
I've worked out and practised on my violin. It will be a calm evening now, probably with some more practising. I want so much right now.
I'm irritated at the media and big companies who don't give a shit about human rights, the enviorment or respect in general. I'm irritated at superficial people who don't give a shit about other things than shoes and clothes. I'm irritated at people who refuse to think outside the box and act differently.
I've worked out and practised on my violin. It will be a calm evening now, probably with some more practising. I want so much right now.
I'm irritated at the media and big companies who don't give a shit about human rights, the enviorment or respect in general. I'm irritated at superficial people who don't give a shit about other things than shoes and clothes. I'm irritated at people who refuse to think outside the box and act differently.
Hard/Soft/Don'tstop/YouStart
13 august 2011
My Top 5-vids.
8 765 views
3 679 views
3 117 views
2 994 views
1 166 views
Almost 9 000 views at my first video. Wow. I can fill out an arena, now I can have my live concert.
My Top 5-vids.
8 765 views
3 679 views
3 117 views
2 994 views
1 166 views
Almost 9 000 views at my first video. Wow. I can fill out an arena, now I can have my live concert.
Idiots are everywhere
13 august 2011
I have a lot of thoughts in my head so I'm going to try to write them down here. Kinda like my personal bowl to put my thoughts in when there are too many. Just like Dumbledore.
Mood: I'm fine but still shattered and confused. There are a lot of things going on and what worries me is time. Soon I'll have work to do for another year, and during that time I must practise as much as I can on my instruments. Will it be enough? Will I make it to a great school? How will I finance it? But I try to put that aside and let time do its work.
World: The bloody revolts in London. The 90 000 revolts in China per year that are worse than the ones in London, according to a Chinese person. Which we never get to hear about. How facebook and twitter are banned in China and how the people can't google "Declaration of Human rights". The starvation and distaster of Somalia and other African countries. The fact that Apple has more money than the US and how if affects the entire world. How Norway is suffering from a crime against their freedom. The never-ending conflicts in Afghanistan and the 6 months old revolts in Syria and the other affected countries who want their freedom. How a block of ice of the size as Manhattan was shaken off from the Southpole after the tsunami in Japan, in March. It's just too much hate, too many crimes and too much injustice. People must get together and solve problems.
People: I feel that many people today have forgotten to show respect to other people. It's so much bullshit talk, mean glances, fast decisions and prejudices. So many people are afraid and just change themselves depending on the situation they're in. Please think twice m'dear.
Okay that was a little bit of everything.
I have a lot of thoughts in my head so I'm going to try to write them down here. Kinda like my personal bowl to put my thoughts in when there are too many. Just like Dumbledore.
Mood: I'm fine but still shattered and confused. There are a lot of things going on and what worries me is time. Soon I'll have work to do for another year, and during that time I must practise as much as I can on my instruments. Will it be enough? Will I make it to a great school? How will I finance it? But I try to put that aside and let time do its work.
World: The bloody revolts in London. The 90 000 revolts in China per year that are worse than the ones in London, according to a Chinese person. Which we never get to hear about. How facebook and twitter are banned in China and how the people can't google "Declaration of Human rights". The starvation and distaster of Somalia and other African countries. The fact that Apple has more money than the US and how if affects the entire world. How Norway is suffering from a crime against their freedom. The never-ending conflicts in Afghanistan and the 6 months old revolts in Syria and the other affected countries who want their freedom. How a block of ice of the size as Manhattan was shaken off from the Southpole after the tsunami in Japan, in March. It's just too much hate, too many crimes and too much injustice. People must get together and solve problems.
People: I feel that many people today have forgotten to show respect to other people. It's so much bullshit talk, mean glances, fast decisions and prejudices. So many people are afraid and just change themselves depending on the situation they're in. Please think twice m'dear.
Okay that was a little bit of everything.
D minor
11 august 2011
Tihi, I'm so excited right now! I've read about different schools that I'm going to applicate for next year. This is for real, and I'm gonna work so hard to make it! I get excited just thinking about it. 
You see my soul
11 august 2011
Three wonderful songs by a wonderful band. Just listen.
In your shadow I can shine
Down on you
Attention
All by Tokio Hotel
Three wonderful songs by a wonderful band. Just listen.
In your shadow I can shine
Down on you
Attention
All by Tokio Hotel
Eleven
10 august 2011
I'm sitting here wondering. Fall is almost here, the most wonderful period of the year. Okay, summer is very good too. Very good. Anyway, a new year will start and after that exciting things are expected. Trips, hopefully I'll move and I'll do what I love to do and I'll fullfill my dream, and I'll discover new things. When you're small it feels like you're stuck there forever and you want to rush to grow up (not me though, I'm still small inside) but when you're there it all happens so fast. But in some way you accept it because you know that you can't stop time. You can't stop the truth, and in a weird way it's beautiful. It's precious.
Today I got the shirt I ordered, it's very comfortable and very good looking! I also booked a time at the hairdresser yesterday, I can't wait!
Today I've relaxed at home. I thought we were going out tonight (dancing) but it didn't happen. Instead some relatives came by and we had pizza together. I love my family. We've always been together.
I keep hanging on. Fall will offer many great things, I know that! Can't wait til' it all begins.
I'm sitting here wondering. Fall is almost here, the most wonderful period of the year. Okay, summer is very good too. Very good. Anyway, a new year will start and after that exciting things are expected. Trips, hopefully I'll move and I'll do what I love to do and I'll fullfill my dream, and I'll discover new things. When you're small it feels like you're stuck there forever and you want to rush to grow up (not me though, I'm still small inside) but when you're there it all happens so fast. But in some way you accept it because you know that you can't stop time. You can't stop the truth, and in a weird way it's beautiful. It's precious.
Today I got the shirt I ordered, it's very comfortable and very good looking! I also booked a time at the hairdresser yesterday, I can't wait!
Today I've relaxed at home. I thought we were going out tonight (dancing) but it didn't happen. Instead some relatives came by and we had pizza together. I love my family. We've always been together.
I keep hanging on. Fall will offer many great things, I know that! Can't wait til' it all begins.
